Hi Robert,
I just discovered you! and I’m so happy as you have so much content, and happy to learn that I’m a good candidate to keep experiencing Lucid Dreams as every time I go to sleep I can’t wait to dream about anything
I feel unique that I can remember so many details of my dreams, like time of day, weather, air condition, smells, colors, feelings and body sensations like fear, tiredness, confusion, sweat, sex and so on.
Being Lucid feels so different from a regular dream though as William Bulham has said it’s another state of awareness. And I feel alive in a very different way than a Dream. I always think about Lucid states a lot as it makes me think on who we really are, I only experience Lucid like once a month.
One question
Do you have any insights on why some people have OCD? It’s something I have and what bothers me the most is not cleaning issues but it’s when I hear negative news I feel like it will happened to me, and the news plays out in mind like 1,000 times throughout the day until I fall asleep.
I never heard from anyone that you can manifest your issues into a being, I tried it and about a day later I had a dream about a demon who knew my weakness, it manifested as a beautiful attractive female being, who I tried to reason with but it just laughed at me for falling for her.
I also experience shadow people for about 15 years, I’m not sure if you want to know about these experiences but happy to share it if you liked. Also if you have any insight it will be very helpful as I don’t know what to make of them either.
I will keep exploring your work and thank you