Hello,
After nearly a year of trying numerous methods, I finally had my first lucid dream using the hypnosis script for that purpose in the book “Instant Self Hypnosis”. However, it has only worked once. I’ve been continuously repeating the process for three weeks since then, but to no avail. I know you have said that a method can become habitual and thus lose its impact, but it doesn’t feel habitual to me. You have also said that lacking a sense of fun in the process can sabotage a dreamer. That may be my problem, but I don’t know how to change that. I don’t feel any enjoyment from the process at all, and I’ve never been able to make anything that wasn’t naturally fun for me more so.
Thank You
Yes, you’ve said that to other people, but remember I told you that I can’t think of a way to make the process fun. I think the problem is that I’m so desperate to lucid dream because of how despondent I am about real life that the process of getting seems like an inconvenient obstacle, and that creates resistance. But I don’t know how to change that. I’ve been trying for years without success. I have requested your book from my library, though I might possibly have already ready it. I thought I had read every available book on lucid dreaming in the library system.