Intense Energy Light Frequency ⚡️

Just woke up from several lucid dreams this morning.

I found myself lucid and traveling down liminal spaces. First hallways and doors, then a furniture store, then another liminal space, then back again to the hallway ,then again another furniture store.

then I looked in a mirror and saw …myself (surprisingly) , because usually others see different characters in the mirror. But I saw a clear image of myself. Looking exactly like me. So I thought. “Wait” what else is there for me to do? I’m going in loops with these liminal spaces(at the same time I can feel my body on my bed, feeling quite restless and with tension, as if I can’t fully rest). I looked up in the dream (still furniture store) and said;

“awareness behind the dream, show me something important for me to see.”
then the feeling of the atmosphere started to change and then I added quickly:

“… for my healing.” (Because I’m getting over a lot of emotional abuse and trauma lately.

and before I can finish my sentence, a loud semi high pitch buzzing starts with in me, (like my head then my body) but it feels like an energy shell body around my body. Like an electric body? Start to gain in frequency. Potency.
some of the dream time began to morph. But nothing was changing. Ot wasn’t showing me anything, It was me that was continuing to get more potent in this loud buzzing.

but it started to like possess me, getting more and more powerful.

like a current of high voltage. VERY high voltage. I couldn’t take it. I started to get scared. This felt more real than the energy in waking life.

so I woke myself up and as I’m waking up the frequency was still RISING. And I can still feel it. (It was as if the energy was saying, you have no choice.) I then came completely too and it stopped.

what was that?

what is the awareness behind the dream? Is it me? My spirit? My mind? My awareness? My soul? Where does this Awarness live?

why would it not show me anything but instead give me the rising electrical current body? A possessive lightning strike energy completly rising?

any ideas what was happening? And would’ve happened if I didn’t wake up?

Btw I also realized, when I awoke, my mirror reflection perception , in the dream looked normal, but when I woke up reflecting on the dream , my perception from me reflecting on it, looked more boyish, male, masculine. Like a masculine “me”.

so that might mean something as well.
Any thoughts Robert? Or forum?

Best lucid travels,

-Kyle